>() .>simply lonely~

2010-01-09T19:00:00.001+08:00

well, everything's fixed (finally-.-)
i guess everyone knows this but
school started :D lols

overall i think the first week is rather weird and different
got so many things to say so dont want continue typing already :P
(i guess not many will see this post cause my blog was literally "destroyed" so ppl dont want come my blog already TT)

2009-12-04T18:27:00.003+08:00

YO, its been quite some time since i blogged
well, there are also quite a few things that happened.

this week, i didnt go to band practice cause i was participating in "im gifted, adam khoo" camp
well, its from 8am to 11.30pm monday to thursday
i feel that it changed something in me :D (that's why so ex :x)
its very fun and meaningful at the same time :D :D

i dont know how to describe it to everyone cause u will only understand it if u are really there to experience it
met a few friends too:D

nth much to post about this week already...
there is one thing i learnt is that i have to...
FOCUS ON MY OUTCOME :D

2009-11-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

Well, im so bored im actually using my phone to post

Had band today, didn't know can know about posting results until andrew called me

Reach school already then jon say I go double humans
I was like:'huh....yes!'
Then he suddenly say I go geo one =.= scare me
Lucky not, didn't expect I would go double humans.
I thought I cant go and double science good enough luh
Only andrew is the only one I know same class as me==.
Must work hard next year already:-D
Since the holidays started, I haven't been sleeping well
Everytime after 2 then sleep. Just pure boredom during this holiday......

2009-10-29T22:14:00.003+08:00

today's the last day of school
its like no special feeling or sth?
today whole day slack in IT

why today so boring,
right after school is like got nth
everyone go back home? =.=
go home nothing to do
today is pure boredom

even now, im so bored
i have a little thoughts about what class im going to next year and who else will be my classmates next year.., but i guess i feel kinda sad 2D is not my class anymore
well, we'ill have to move on and we can still be friends :D

2009-10-23T21:07:00.007+08:00

nice song, but just found out that the story is fake=.=
its written for some tsunami thing, its in newspapers
some people gossip then make up story say one 17 yr old girl wrote it for her boyfriend when she was passing away
but the girl havent die=.=

anyway, the song is still nice

the chinese lyrics in the vid, here's the eng lyrics (translated)

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

2009-10-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

hey im back, but not really happy
i didnt meet my own expectations of my subjects
did badly for geog (the lucky the is i didnt fail)

my only A1 is home econ =.=, stupid....
just hope for the best, must go double science already
at least something...

2009-10-16T18:57:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! (except Listening comphre==)
haizzz, this exam week very "painful?"

tuesday that time maths paper one, forgot bring umbrella
end up fall =.=
slip then landed on my back, hit my head == (ouch...)

maths paper 2...haizz, dont know what to say
physics paper havent finish, stupid teacher collect from other way (just need one more min)

sad....but what the heck, its over :D

just post a random video :D

2009-09-23T17:11:00.001+08:00

went to cameron highlands for the hari raya weekend
quite fun, the sceneries' nice
the food was soso, but nth to shop except for groceries lols
lazy elaborate already

EYE coming, fantastic right? lols
time to work hard already :D

2009-09-14T22:16:00.001+08:00

Time ain't nothing but time
It's a verse with no rhyme
Man, it all comes down to you

Change ain't nothing but change
Just the faces and the names
But you know we're gonna make it through

I'll believe
When you don't believe in anything

[Chorus:]
I'm gonna hold you 'til your hurt is gone
Be the shoulder that you're leaning on
I'll be standing here
For the next 100 years
If it all should end tonight
I'll know it was worth the fight
And we'll be standing here
For the next 100 years

I, when I think that I'm losing my mind
It all comes back to you

And you, you know that it's true
After all we've been through
There's nothing that I wouldn't do

Stand by me
And I would gladly give up everything

[Chorus:]
I'm gonna hold you 'til your hurt is gone
Be the shoulder that you're leaning on
I'll be standing here
For the next 100 years
If it all should end tonight
I'll know it was worth the fight
And we'll be standing here
For the next 100 years

I'm gonna hold you 'til your hurt is gone
Be the shoulder that you're leaning on
I'll be standing here
For the next 100 years
If it all should end tonight
I'll know it was worth the fight
And we'll be standing here
For the next 100 years

2009-09-09T17:51:00.004+08:00

wanted to post alot of times but didnt have the chance lols
so this will be quite a long post :D

last friday (4th september)
right after band rush to this workshop my mother wants me to go=.=
the workshop is held in my primary school lols

went there then the talker keeps talking
my brother keep running out of the classroom to play with the other kids

he actually got beaten up ZZ
here his story:
he went to play soccer with his friends (the primary school type, use bottle)
then they were using the bottle of the one that hit my bro
he willingly gave them the bottle and played with them

my bro suddenly fell only,
then that boy keep shouting at my bro: "loser! loser!"
then he started to HIT him, kicking, scratching and punching him
my bro only retaliated by biting his head (what do you expect him to do?==)

a teacher came to look for my mother then she got furious (of course =.=)
went to see the father of the boy
the father is like dont care dont care say what: " he got some illness where he also will hit himself, what can he do. the medicine he ate wared off"
if he knows that the boy is like that, why did he let the boy went out to play in the first place????!!!!=.=
he still said that my mother is insulting the both of them
the workshop is for parents who care about their kids, but why did he come in the first place?

the boy got a sister and she is always beaten up by the boy
i feel sorry for her

monday (7th september)
went to jam at guitar 77 YAY

at first got alot of time=.=
dom bought his electric guitar
then me n zc buy picks lols

jamming is darn FUN
at first i nothing to do==
cause only got 3 guitar amp
zhichao n dom use for electric guitar and jason use for bass

i only stare at the keyboard and anyhow play
then play my acoustic using the mic
but too bored so i just went out to the an electric guitar and use the keyboard amp ( it works lols)
but only clean, no effects

we wanted to play alot of songs but only end up playing two
played face down but i no distortion =.=, so i ended up playing the bass part with jason lols
then we played qing tian
no singer=.=, so anyhow sing together
zc ended up doing screamo qing tian=.=
but its very fun, want to go jam again :D:D
no pics cause all in zhichao's camera

tag replies
theresa - hello :D hahas
zc - lols,
mun - i got time then i will change the player :D hahas, jy together then. dont worry i wont let her beat me

2009-09-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

200th post lols
AR!!! my common test results are crap
every single subject deprove
the easy papers turn out that i get so low
all careless................................

today basically found out i failed my lit.., disappointed TT
my mother's gonna slaughter me lols

today is just like any other day
nothing much to say, entertainment during lit
ppl playing truth and dare, becomes dare ONLY
all the dares darn sick
then after that straight away go home=.=,
so bored.....

2009-08-31T23:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday was teacher's day lols
had tug of war, vs 2a/2b
it was quite fast=.=
see them come in we were like omg, crap
then after that we own them=.=
stand in front very hard leh, mud so slippery and stuff
hoping of another game but dont have

next was performance,
i only liked the video LOLS

after that go eat then go back pri school
not that exciting already=.=
just walk around and slack, talk to mrs huang awhile
then keep on talking all the way
not many ppl went back to bpps
actually wanted to eat the canteen food LoL

after that they play poker cards-.=
dont feel like playing lols

just like that the day is over...haizz

2009-08-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

haizzzz
everyday's a bore these few days
nth to do, feel like going out now=.=

now nothing to do, stuck with my jian bao which i have no idea what to do==
some things are happening but they doesnt seem to be reality to me
just feel weird
i got this dilemma of being happy, sad, angry, nervous and more =.=
dont know what to choose

why is life so troublesome....

2009-08-21T17:49:00.002+08:00

yay, ct over
went to the movies to relieve stress lols
watched GI JOE
rocks :D
so cool
hope theres a part two

dont wish to talk about CT lols
bye~

2009-08-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

his throw is cool

2009-08-20T15:25:00.002+08:00

just find the video amusing

2009-08-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

i got my new specs just now, if u havent noticed,
i lost my specs =.=

went to cut my hair just now
i DONT LIKE it ZZZ
so weird TT

i also had many unlucky things happening these few days
HAIZZZ, life's so sad....

2009-08-12T20:13:00.003+08:00

i think its abit late to post bout my vietnam trip? but what the heck lols
its a long post, so i guess no one's patient enough to read all unless you prove me wrong? lol

2nd day (saturday)
wake up, extremely tired==
eat the hotel buffet for breakfast
then that was when i post about the first day lol
board bus then go "cu chi tunnel"
its interesting BUT
the tour guide's no good==

got other tour guides there explain in so detailed about the history and the "home made traps" which are like "OUCH" lols
our tour guide keep rushing us=.=, talk abit then rush rushzzz
get to get into the tunnel, so small=.=
thats why the vietnamese won the war

got one caucasian guy almost cant get in LOL
his butt almost cant fit in, he's an average sized caucansian size somemore lols
then got one of our group ppl say so hot, "why no aircon inside? should install mah, so hot" lols

got to use the gun, M60 so fast finish bullet =.=

next go back ho chi minh for lunch
the restaurant is not bad
but the staircase is quite hard to walk=.=
our group majority old ppl mah, still need go 3rd floor eventhough 1st floor is empty
what's this man==
but food's not bad
their decoration also very cute, every dish also got design (took pictures of all of them)
then got one man play piano at the back for us :D

next go back hotel check out, depart for "Can Tho"
THE TRIP IS TERRIBLE
traffic is terrible
so many motocycles
trapped in the bus for 8h
1 guy cant resist already, he drink too much water(you shld know what i mean)
then go out of the bus to do his so called "fireman's job" LOL
that guy havent come back, the bus already go =.= since when will like this?
he still need to run for the bus

bus need go this port whereby the bus will board the boat
1 thing we all felt unfair about is
why do we have to alight the bus??? i dont see anyone else alighting
every tour groups n locals were in the bus and we have to alight????
we still have to walk with the motocycles=.=
got old ppl leh, why th tour guide nv think??zZ

reach there starving then go to this vietnamese restaurant
all small portions for all of us to eat
then after all the dishes, they give us WHITE rice
i mean like what u expect us to eat with? ==
then last of course dessert
that's why NON of them are fat there lols

reach there also nothing to walk
all shops closed
drink one ice lemon tea only

DAY 3 sunday
wake up eat another breakfast buffet lols
then go to the floating market
having a terrible headache that time
also nothing much to see on board the boat anyway,
so i took a short nap
we took so much time to get there only to have a 1h peak on the floating market?? ZZ

after then free and easy but nothing to buy
then use com awhile to msn lols
eat lunch
it was then we started to talk about why the tourguide didnt bring us to taste their coffee since he claimed that vietnam coffee is ranked 1st in the world
at that time, he started "advertising" his friend's coffee
(its obvious he's only trying to make money=.=)
but still coffee not bad, eventhough i dont drink coffee

next go back to saigon, ho chi minh for another 8h of traffic jam=.=
at that time all of us were tired and frustrated
the organisers abit fed up so he called to complain to the company
most of us were hungry but dinner was not provided for that day
complained n we were given free dinner but this time
WE CHOOSE THE PLACE :D
my grandfather's friend got this food restaurant there mah
so my mother brought it up to the tourguide so that they could bring us there
and we had to be given shopping time cause our shopping time is so little (suppose to have shopping on the first day and 3rd day what)
but you know what???
the tourguide still have the cheeks to ask my grandfather: "whose paying?" ZZZZZzzzzz
your service so poor still ask this kind of question??!

we reach the hotel to check in first
we quickly chiong cause very late
the tourguide still say what cause the road there is small, the bus cant go in
ok, reasonable BUT
we just want the bus to bring us to the main street then we walk
then say cannot =.=
still tell us take taxi
by the time we reach there already morning lol
so many ppl
organiser dont care then demand the bus to come bring us to the main street (the bus driver obviously dont want to bring us there)

go to this restaurant called "0 degrees"
the tourguide didnt bring us there leh, is my MOTHER bought us there
*now...what are tourguides for again?*
bubble tea downstairs and restaurant upstairs
went up to eat
only 2 of them understands us
actually only one of them speak chinese
but both of them speak
then when the waiter ask us what we want to eat
the organiser said give us ALL your signature dishes (he must be very angry LOL)
then also say buy one carton of beer come LOL
then all of us bought the bubble tea
we sure know how to get revenge lols
but its nice, i drank this big cup of chocolate ice-blended
very nice

eat finish already then bus bring us go the "nine market"
we still remember the 1st day the tourguide say there nothing to buy one =.= what a good liar man lol
so many things lols
everyone bringing back big bags back to the hotel

so hot then the hotel didnt even switch on the air-con=.=
the lights only at the counter then switched on
saving electricity? =.=
not even a single star hotel,
others outside got put what 3 star, 4 star hotel mah
wanted to do chinese hw but too tired

4th day MONDAY
breakfast again, cant eat==
eat 1 small bowl of porridge then cant eat
everywhere i sit down i will fall asleep (ok, this is terrible)

early in the morning go airport, the tourguide scare traffic jam but turns out then we reached there quite quickly, about 30min
reach there then tourguide say he's not allowed to go in, o...k i guess we'ill believe you this once
then he say he'ill wait outside

we go in check in then saw so many tourguides inside with the "flags"
ZZZ, ok now you completely lose our trust
what's more, where's ur flag? lol
we were all fed up
then we havent pay him his commission
we decided not to pay him n keep the money for ourselves :D
u slowly wait outside
expect us to check in by ourselves and go outside to pay u?
DREAM ON LOLS

then back to singapore from this "unpleasant trip"

its not that i dont want buy souveniers
is i CANT buy
no time shop=.=

ok, if one of them is not good
we dont really mind
BUT
it is BOTH the busdriver and tourguide not good leh
the busdriver so badtempered
so old already yet tourguide say he's a new busdriver, dont even know the road well=.=
and
tourguide say he got 20 years plus of experience yet so L O U S Y zz

thats all :D

2009-08-08T08:45:00.002+08:00

in hotel using the com lols
waiting for bus so nth to do

so...i'ill just talk about what happened yesterday

when we reach vietnam,
the bus took us 1 round around the city, then tourguide says alot of interesting stuff
then we went to this temple to pray=.= (forgot what name)
after that go to hotel

15min later have to gob bus again,
go this bonsai river cruise (some sort of restaurant on a boat)
got 1 band playing there
consist of
alto saxophone/pongo
bass guitar/singer
singer
classical guitar/electric guitar
keyboard
drumset

they play for bout 1h plus, so its like a concert on a boat lol
then got what dance perfomances too
got 3 dancers
they danced
chinese dance
bamboo dance
and what belly dance=.=

food's erm...okok??
didnt get to take pics cause camera suddenly spoilted
but only 1 or two on the band
thats all...:D

2009-08-07T13:49:00.001+08:00

at airport now lols
waiting for the plane==
so bored, *wonder what happen to school today*

random post lols
shld i buy souveniers for u all? LOLS
see first
bye~~

2009-08-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

blogging bout today...
early in the morning take newspaper go classroom*tired*

suddenly some 2I ppl calling for me==
went out, but didnt know what was happening
walk to 2I classroom only to see mr sim with the broom the 2I boys took from our class
the first thing he did was shout at me =.=, (i mean like, WHAT DID I DO??!!)
say what we steal his class broom=.=, give me 2min to find the culprit
i was like "sian..." and "holy crap" at the same time

go find weiyan but she say she borrow from 1A
mr sim come into our class to scold us ZZZZZZ
i go explain say we didnt borrow their broom at all
then he say: "WRONG ANSWER" shout at me again *WHATS UR PROB??, what answer u want me to give??? that we steal ur broom??==*
I HATE THESE KIND OF PEOPLE THE MOST, ACCUSING WITHOUT KNOWING THE TRUTH

ask the class to stand then speak about integrity=.=
what integrity la, we didnt even know we have ur broom until ur class ppl come take=.=
steal what steal ZZ
not as if we bring out of the school like that
*feel like....nvm*

PE play captain's ball,
quite fun but too many ppl
so many ppl crowd around such a small space=.=

then after recess go what SSC meeting
missed out alot of important physics
ms thng sore throat until a very low voice, like those 80s singers LOL

then got chem test, home econ test
then go home slack lol

what a weird day...

2009-08-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

going to vietnam ho chin minh tomorrow
so no need go school :D :D

monday then come back
but got SO MANY HOMEWORK ZZ
chinese got tons of homework
physics got tons of worksheets
eng got one comphre
maths also got hw
ZZ

too much homework=.=
scare cant finish

anyway, i wonder whats the craze with ffs lols
but im also playing =.=
buy me:D im very cheap only

2009-07-30T19:08:00.003+08:00

here to post,
went to the childcare center for SL
so tiring=.=
at first darn lost,
then finally got them together (became QUITE easy)
sit down on the chair only suddenly one girl come sit on my leg==
jump jump, shake shake, disturb me=.=
nvm, have to resist abit lols

after that they got less interested n started drifting off
so we quickly take out our "materials"
but get them together then split lor
play play then the original plans got rearranged and changed

then bye bye, high five=.=

oh well, didnt bring phone so no pics. sad

tag replies
sophia - i guess so? lols
kelly - its okay, i dont wish to talk about it...
dominic - nothing:D
andrew - W O L S, lols

2009-07-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

random post :D

2009-07-27T18:43:00.002+08:00

watched harry potter and the half blood prince
before the movie started, me and my mother wanted to go the toilet
then cause the cinema toilet like very hard to find==
walk walk then suddenly one guy went into a door, i look at it then said: " i thought this is the girl's toilet?"
then my mother said even louder into the door, the guy quickly ran out LOL
he still walk in in a cool way, and his hair also emo ==

movie's quite okay, but there's two things im not sure about
1) why is it named half blood prince? its like onlyABIT link
n
2) why would hamini like ron? LOL

played basketball today,
crap i still really dont know how to play
only can jump, grab ball and pass==
pass to chinyuan, who always score

hiazz, as expected
i failed this maths test,
i found out i missed out 2 ques=.= (WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!)
then careless a few and some that time dont know why dont know how to do(actually know)
i seriously cant have this type of mental blk during exams, sure fail TT

tag replies
dominic - thanks but i wont quit....action==
weiyan - hello o.O
mun - yo, kinda fine?
andrew - true what
theresa - thanks but no need :D, i didnt make mistake she also make me mah. makes no difference

2009-07-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

haizzz, dont even know whether to feel happy or sad...
today maths mini test...once i got the paper, my whole mind gone blank
its like my mind was trapped in a dark room with no exit==
i even suddenly forgot how to factorize, everything suddenly forgot
what's happening, i seriously will have phobia of getting this feeling....

home econ cook bee hoon, i only tasted 1 small mouth
then the rest darsi n jon low eat, not bad :D :D

band was ok..., practiced disney blockbuster throughout
quite ok, but still same old problem
play alone stumble, i decreased shaking as much as i can already..
play with band then can blast==
suddenly yinghui come, disturb me only lols
keep doing n singing the "sorry sorry" super junior=.=
nothing much already, just feel abit depressed (darn it, the feeling's back to haunt me once again)

2009-07-22T21:20:00.006+08:00

sad, cannot see eclipse in real life :(

oh well, school is starting to make me feel extremely bored
nothing much is happening at all=.=
i noticed i cant pay attention during maths lesson at where im sitting AT ALL
try to but will feel sleepy and what's more so far away, cant really hear and see what mr koh's teaching
i dont want fail maths TT

"but i never knew i love her till the day she laid her eyes on me"
very nice lyrics
from Moment of truth - fm static, nice song :D
edited my playlist ABIT, got the song inside :D

2009-07-19T18:38:00.007+08:00

i just noticed there's a small graveyard opposite my block==
actually is one "forest" then inside it is the graveyard
they building condo, must cut trees mah
cut halfway then come across some tombstones so stop work
stupid...opposite my blk are bungalows then now building condo, what they trying to do=.=

yesterday go "frenxophone" outing
nothing much==
yinghui sick then go her house
talk talk talk....
then go lot one eat then talk again...lols
saw mr evans, then talk again==

today go marina madarin hotel celebrate baby cousin's 1st bd lols
actually right, i think its abit too exaggerating :X but nvm,
the food's kinda nice :D
managed to get a photo :D (i know i dont usually post pics)
my mother's side of the family lols

i know the pic is not very well taken and my face is like cant see== (my maid took the pic==)

2009-07-14T17:35:00.004+08:00

i suddenly realized i want alot of things=.=
nvm, :D

changed watch, changed specs, buy new cap blah blah blah
yet i still want more LOLS

our geo teacher changed...(WOOHOO!! :X)
to ms tan
at first see her: "we will all be dead"
after a while we realized she's not bad
especially when she says, "THE EARTH IS NOT DEAD!!!!" in an extremely random n loud tone that shocked the crap out of us==

ans ms thng mentioned my voice became louder O.o
its true=.=
i didnt even notice until she said that
argh..time to turn down the volume lols

suddenly feel gazette's cool==
zz, all zhichao's fault. influence me, keep saying gazette's songs nice

tag replies
dominic, wenlu - thx for tagging
mun - yes? any problem?
michelle - relinked:D
theresa - i only know basics, taught by the master andrew lols and the w595 also not
that good, buy wrong phone TT
weiyan - basics ONLY lols

2009-07-09T18:48:00.003+08:00

rather normal today
EXCEPT that i was kicked out of the chem class with oscar, shahreen and jason=.=
what did i do=.=
oscar poked me with his pen, now there's a black spot on my shirt
i was looking at my shirt then try ignoring, so can continue listening to lesson
but ms tan suddenly become angry then kick us out ==
ZZ, oscar SABO me

shahreen only bend down to take his things then also got kicked out
for jason, i dont know what he did==
ms tan just warn him about his long fringe earlier on, (maybe she not happy with his hair lols)
ZZ, i just hate being punished for nothing.
i just can accept it when ppl do this

then nth much already
dominic lend me his EXTREMELY OLD keyboard to play
its so small lols
yamaha one somemore, need 6 batteries lol
anyone know a website to get piano scores? nth to play=.=

2009-07-07T17:21:00.002+08:00

Have You Ever,

> Kissed a boy/girl?
- nope

> Had a crush on one of your best friends?
- as in...?

> Lost a valuable item?
- erm...psp?

> Dreamnt about your crush?
- i dont know~

Do You,

> Have A Facebook Account?
- ya

> Work?
- nope

> Aced on every test?
- no ace TT

> Love Fruits?
- hate fruits :D

> Love Vegetables?
- ABIT only

I Rather Have,

> An Older Sibling or A Younger Sibling
- older==, younger always dominates

> Strawberry or Apple?
- none

>Chicken or Turkey?
-chicken, turkey not nice

>Ipod or Iphone?
- both not nice

>Lambo or Ferrari?
- Lambo

Name 10 Random Friends And Sabo These 10 People.
[1]- Darsicius
[2]- Andrew
[3]- Zhi Chao
[4]- Shahreen
[5]- Hwaimun
[6]- Kelly
[7]- Hong kai
[8]- Theresa
[9]- Weiyan
[10]- Jonathon Cow

> Is your friends arranged from 'The Most Loved to The Least Loved'?
- nope, messed up lols

> Have you given No. 3 a Birthday Present? (Zhi Chao)
- no

> Have you had an outing with No. 2,5,7? (Andrew, Hwaimun, Hong Kai)
- not together,

> Have you blown a kiss to No.1? (Darsi)
- omg, why would i do that

> Have you watched the latest movie with No.8? (theresa)
- er....i think is 17 again?

> When was the last time you have gone out with No.6? (kelly)
- er....forgot

> Gone shopping with No.2? (Andrew)
- lols, ya. i bought i stationary

> Is No.9 in love with No. 10?( weiyan, cow )
- dont think so :D

> Describe No. 4( shahreen )
- act cute guy, use guitar action only=.=

> Will you hate No. 3? (Zhi Chao)
- he's ABIT annoying, but oh well

> Is No.5 attached?( hwaimun)
- dont think so

> Have you seen No. 1 and No. 8 within the past two days? (Darsi, theresa )
- duh

> Are you taller than No.6? (kelly)
- yeahh

> Are you close with No.7? (Hong Kai)
- kind of

> When is No.10's birthday? (cow)
- er....oct sth

> Give 3 Random Facts About No. 9. (weiyan)
- plays piano, friend,

> Are you missing No.1? (Darsi)
- missing disturbing him lols

> Are you in love with any of these Friends?
- i dont know

Finally,

> Describe your sabo-er.
- always disturb me

> How close are you with your sabo-er?
-very close xD whole day whack him :BB

2009-07-01T20:04:00.002+08:00

well, everything's still normal
no one changed.
nothing much happening so dont know what to talk about...

oh, our geog teacher's is abit er.....nth to say lols
well...bye. just a boring life

2009-06-27T17:58:00.003+08:00

still sick=.=, scared cant go school
chiong quiz before i go out in a few minutes time lols

1) The person who asked me to do this :Ao Shi

2) Your relationship with him: friend

3) Your first impression on him : *why you so tall?* lols

4) Your most memorable moment with him : er....

5) The most memorable thing you said to him : dont know

6) If he becomes your lover, what will you do : =.=

7) If he becomes your lover, what will be the reason : he's gay lols

8) If he becomes your enemy, what will you do : dont think he will

9) If he becomes your enemy, what will be the reason : maybe because there's no reason he'ill become my enemy

10) The most desired thing you want him to do for himself now is : er...dont know,

11) Your overall impression of him : friendly and funny

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself : i dont know

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself : no confidence

14) The most ideal person you want to be is? erm...

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them : thanks alot people, i wont let you down :D

16) Pass this quiz to 10 people :
1.Darsi
2. Oscar
3. Kelly
4. Hwaimun
5. Theresa
6. Ao shi
7. Andrew
8. Jason
9. Shahreen
10. Weiyan

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with? (Ao shi)
i think for now no one

18) Is 9 male or female? (Shahreen)
isnt it obvious? female la, jkjk

19) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing? (Andrew & Weiyan)
guess nor

20) What is 2 studying at the moment? (Oscar)
school subjects and some crazy stuff which i dont know

21) When was the last time you had a chat with 3? (Kelly)
dont know

22) What kind of music does 8 like? (Jason)
christian songs, i guess

23) Does 1 have any siblings? (Darsicius)
2 bro?

24) Will you woo 9?? (Shahreen)
who would? jk shahreen, dont be sad

25) How about 7?? (Andrew)
same answer as 24, dont be sad :D

26) Is 4 single?? (Hwaimun)
think so??

27) What's the surname of 5?? (Theresa)
tiang

28) What's the hobby of 7? (Andrew)
shld be piano

29) Do 5 and 9 get along well?? (Theresa & Shahreen)
guess so

30) Where is 2 studying at?? (Oscar)
kranji sec?

31) Say something casual about your eyes: extremely SMALL? maybe quite wide

32) Have you tried developing feelings for 5?? (Theresa)
no?

33) What colour does 4 like?? (Hwaimun)
dont know

34) Are 5 and 1 good friends? (Theresa and Darsicius)
think so

35) Does 7 like 2?? (Andrew and Oscar)
erm..ask him yourself

36) How did you get to know 8? (Jason)
school

37) Does 1 have any pets? (Darsicius)
fishes?

38) Is 6 the sexiest person in the world?? (Ao shi)
=.=

39) How is 10 related to you? (Weiyan)
classmate, bandie and friend lols

40) Describe 4 (Hwaimun) : *checking dictionary*...cant find a word to describe

2009-06-26T10:24:00.002+08:00

wednesday
went to andrew's house to learn some piano
eventhough i didnt really learn much but...nvm, at least sth :D
then play Wii..

thursday
morning go Zhichao's house do physics project
rush rush...
then go meet theresa, weiyan, kelly for bbq
but zhichao keep calling to ask me go back cause the project not yet done=.=
then oh well,
go back chiong finish

sorry, i have to go halfway through and i didnt even help out...

reach home feeling weak
go take temperature...37.6!!! fever=.=
faster drink water then eat medicine, use ice
but got worst ==
later 37.7...37.8...37.7...37.6...37.9(crap, so high)

TODAY
temperature 37.1 *whew*
but still have running nose, sore throat and "blocked ear?"
why do i have to be sick for this "period"

2009-06-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

did english today
for maths...i lost my wb, the paper 4/5 done
lit...no idea
chinese, book havent read finish lols and have no idea what to do
geog...done
chemistry ws...done
physics...done

im seriously slacking=.=
Wednesday andrew teaching me piano
thursday second half for physics project
saturday - bbq?
sunday - go out

left tomorrow and friday to complete hw=.=

2009-06-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

still got loads of hw left =.=
went to eat Seoul garden yesterday
not the standard i expected it to be :(

went shopping alot these two days
but only bought one shirt =.-

at least I've been going out these few days

blah blah..random post

2009-06-19T12:54:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to saxaphone outing (another yesterday==)
at first got 3/8 ppl attend leona, yinghui and me
then after that meet daryl, got 4/8 already (pass :D)

take mrt, after that take a very long time walking to kallang leisure centre
then go ice skating =.=
at first was reluctant
seeing the price, we are like "want or not? i think very not worth"

decided to go bowling
just as we went in, its very obvious all bowling alleys are used and ppl are waiting for their turn before us

ok, back to ice skating then
have to wait 20 min because they dont know need to do what on the ice=.=

ice skating...at first i cant even move ==
but got the hang of it
fine, i fell a few times
but at least i didnt fall on the last few "laps" around the ice
its not cold...until u fall and feel the ice
ice skating ROCKS!
hope can try again but oh well, dont know when will the next chance come

eat kfc then go home
actually got shuttle bus to kallang mrt
but missed it=.= because of daryl going to subway to buy cookies
it just went pass when we were waiting

so need walk
i wonder why but we went the wrong direction n got lost
take bus 16 to suntec city
but need to walk a darn long way to city hall mrt
we took approximately 2h from kallang leisure park to cck =.=
but it was fun

2009-06-18T10:13:00.002+08:00

yesterday go zhichao's house do physics project
reached there by bus then went to find his block
209...hmmm, ok. shld be quite easy
then walk further till 215==

realised i walked the wrong way then turn back
that time zhichao called me
i asked for directions
i saw 201, but where's 202?
i look for so long=.= but im at the 202 void deck all along
dont blame me, jon low was also lost

ok, reach his house
blah blah blah
do research
quite fast, but along the way always go off-track

after that his mother buy mac for us to eat :D
1 funny thing is...
when we were eating,
zhichao's sister sat on an wooden chair,
then the chair broke into several pieces=.=
i wish i would know how to do that lols

blah blah blah, research again
then call ms thng to ask =.=

suddenly dont know why we off-track started the "photo game"
where everyone try to take each other's photo==
feel dumb
got a few embarrassing jon low's pics :D

do first three slides then no mood to do
go zhichao's room slack
zzz, so many jay chou's albums
jon low
play acoustic guitar....
then he play electric guitar=.= *action*
next....go home

later think need go out again
get fish food lols
then go section outing of 3/8 ppl

2009-06-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

pushing me away - linkin park
piano version
very nice :D

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)

We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing

Chorus (2x)

Pushes me away(2x)

2009-06-14T17:52:00.002+08:00

watched night at the museum 2 :D
kinda funny lols

just now go library borrow books for eng reading task
then phone keep ringing, sms keep coming==
why like everyone's timing so "RIGHT"?
i go in library then start calling n sms

k, nth else already
going to suffer of severe boredom for the upcoming week again haizzz

tag replies
mun - hahas, thanks. and ya, luckily still have the fish food. if i asked u to buy when its finished, it would had been dead long ago lols
oscar - well, thankyou
reen - may i ask a question? what's "think beyond the book"?=.= thanks anyway
TAR - tried that, failed lols

2009-06-12T20:45:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!
sick n tired of having vibrato when i play alone! ZZZ
I JUST DONT GET IT

i can play but when someone test me,
i stumble, my heartbeat go faster
then my air is like got "splited?"
then cause those super wavy sounds
HAIZZZ
everytime i tell myself in my mind: "relax, relax, relax. i can do it..."
it didnt work=.=

sigh...
oh well,
today was band investiture
afternoon have games...
then the investiture,
then go home

2009-06-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

omg...
stay at home slacking for the whole day..

ZZZ
its super no life for the past 3 days!!
morning switch on com till night time=.=

haizzz,
feel like going out
but no outings, no plans
then now no life

im like so looking forward for band this friday ==
need to go out...

2009-06-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

do quizz again to kill boredom...

FAVOURITE:

-food- a few: udon, sushi, curry, chicken rice

-number(s)- 3, 8 , 10, 11 , 17, 24? (random no.s) =.=

-animal: dolphin?

-drink:tea

-month: dont know

-cartoon character: none

HAVE YOU EVER:

~been closed to dying- many times?

~loved someone so much it made you cry: no

~broken a bone:no

~played truth or dare:ya

~ran away:no, maybe yes when i am going to get killed

~cried over someone's death: No

~used someone: nope

WHAT IS:

-your good luck charm:Dont have one...

-favourite song: a few

-next to you: handphone, pick, guitar =.=

-your pet: fighting fish (this question again)

DO YOU:

~believe in love at first sight: no...

~believe in LDR(long distance relationships): Maybe

~wear contacts or glasses: Glasses, eventhough i hate them. but what can i do?

WHO:

-was the last person to call you: zhichao

-makes you smile most: erm...

-gets on your nerves: some ppl

-knows you the best: .....

YESTERDAY DID YOU:

~talk to someone you like: No

~buy something: no

~miss someone: no

LAST PERSON WHO:

-slept on your bed: me.

-saw or heard you cry: dont know?

-went to the movies with: er...my mum

-told you they love you: my mum?

2009-06-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

omg, extremely bored...
do quizz to pass time:D
-stolen from DARSI blog-

1. Real name > benedict see yan chee
2. Nickname > NIL
3. Married > Nope
4. Male or Female > Male=.=

5. Highschool > no...

6. College > no..

7. Short or long hair > short

8. Are you a health freak > does unhealthy count?

9.Height > 160+ im SHORT CAN?!

10. Do you have a crush on someone > dont know?

11. Do you like yourself > i hate myself

12. Piercings > no way

13. Righty or Lefty > right

FIRST'S

14. surgery > never done one before..

15. piercing(s) > never

16. person you see in the morning > me

17. award > useless ones

18. sport you joined > soccer, track n field=.=

19. pet > lots of fishes(all gone) LOLS now stuck with one small red fighting fish that keep staring at me =.=

20. vacation > 1+ ?

21. concert > i dont go to concerts lols, only 2 so far

22. crush> dont know

CURRENTLY

23. Eating > no..

24. Drinking >no

25. I'm about to > slack

YOUR FUTURE

26. Want kids > next time then say=.=

27. Want to get married > shld be bah

28. Careers in mind > doctor?

WHICH ONE IS BETTER

29. Lips or eyes > eyes

30. Hugs or kisses > depends..

31. Shorter or taller >taller

32. Romantic or spontaneous > both important bah..

33. Sensitive or loud > sensitive

34. Trouble maker or hesitant > i rather hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER

35. Kissed a stranger > why would i do that?

36. Drank bubbles > lol?

37. Lost glasses/contacts > oh, ya

38. Ran away from home > dont bother to

39. Liked someone younger > in terms of age, maybe not? month, maybe? i dont know=.=

40. Liked someone older > dont know, stop asking me these kind of questions already

41. Broken someone's heart > dont think so?

42. Been arrested > this is stupid

43. Cried when someone died > erm...no

44. Liked a friend > I Like All My Friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

45. Yourself > not really, im not capable...

46. Miracles > no...

47. Heaven > dont know..

48. Santa Claus > =.=, if he really do exist, why do i see so many ppl acting like him in the mall during christmas?

49. Angels > come visit me today, then maybe i will believe

50. Do you believe in God > i will believe in you.....if you bless me lols

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

51. Is there one person you want to be with right now > i "dont know" ?

2009-06-08T19:17:00.002+08:00

alright, back to post :D
friday was syf fiesta, quite fun?

after syf fiesta nothing to do=.=

saturday
go east coast park ride bicycle lols
solo from area C to H
then back to D meet my cousins
cycle around D then back to C

after that go mac
at that time my mother called
asked me want go "seafood international restaurant" eat or not?
mac or seafood restaurant?
which one shld you choose?
lols, then go seafood restaurant eat :D

sunday
morning go guitar lesson
blah blah blah...
night go restaurant eat
im so gonna go fat =.=

today
macbeth workshop
interesting, but the activities not that interesting

nothing else, haizzz
boring holiday
play patapon in psp only....

2009-06-03T21:43:00.003+08:00

why is it that sometimes life is such a bore?
why is it sometimes life is full of troubles?

its as if life just dont want you to get the easy way out
if u chose the easy way out,
u get the consequences

suddenly have this thought,
that's all

this week is just about syf fiesta, i guess
i think this holiday is really going to be boring
homeworks etc etc
everything's about studying this holiday
either that or eat and sleep lols

compare lols
which one better?
to me...you know :D

2009-05-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

been studying...
omg, its like the worst lie i have ever made

lols, nvm
quite long nv online already
got band for monday, tues, thurs and lastly, friday

but tomorrow got what ssc interview
go band 1 hour=.= for tomorrow
hope i dont screw up the interview lols

haizz, no events happening so far...
so..see ya lols

2009-05-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

to someone very close to me...
eventhough i know that person wont see this but,

we quarreled just because of a small matter yesterday
i know its all my fault
but i cant control the anger
my greatest hate is to get accused even if its not true

i kept quiet at first
not wanting to stir up sth
but you kept on making more and more accusations
i sort of could not control myself

i did not meant to make your heart arch
all the pain and sufferings you gone through
i could not compare myself to, or even anyone to
it hurts to see you tear

i guess there's only one last thing to say...
im sorry...

2009-05-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

"all on the border line only? you see? always playing. i NEVER see you study before..."
that's what my mother said
im darn affected by this statement...

my results are terrible...i guess its my fault
i didnt check my work, careless mistakes almost killed me...
didnt study hard enough, didnt do enough practices...

well, i guess i know what to do next
there's no need to elaborate much
eventhough its too late since MYE is over,
but there's one last shot for the EYE...

2009-05-21T18:25:00.004+08:00

HAIZZ, bigger sigh than before
know all my results already
eng: C5 (no...!)
chinese: C5 (ZZZ, sigh...)
Dnt: A2 =.=
art: i dont care

lols, was hoping at least a B for eng and an A for chinese=.= sad....
eng situational pull me down ALOT
even the comphre pulled me down

chinese is the compo pull me down...25/50=.= how's that? lols
the paper 2 to me i think okok, at least 44/70...lose andrew half mark TT

2009-05-19T18:11:00.002+08:00

haizz
got back results

first, got back maths
kinda disappointed though
AGAIN, MY CARELESS MISTAKES
im like THROWING MY MARKS AWAY TT
A2 this time but its not enough...

second, chemistry
...
disappointed again...
everyone got so high
then i get like only 42/50...
i just dont get it
i only lose marks cause i used the wrong words....what was i thinking, darn it
was hoping physics could pull me up

ok, maybe not
physics was TERRIBLE
CARELESS HAIZZ, its only 1 or 2 questions dont know how to do
but because of carelessness, zzz
i hate this thing called "careless" lols=.=
27/50...

next was history
take back paper 1
i was like " OMG, YES!"
20/25
then get paper two...
13/25 =.=
i was like DIAO
but not bad, still second in class:D B3=.=
*theresa, watch out lols*

next lit,
40 / 70
sigh...get C5=.=

1 A, 2 Bs and 1 c
im going to be dead for this term
just eng and chinese left...lets hope for the best

2009-05-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

these few days seem weird yet fun lols

friday
woke up
look at the clock...its 6.55am !!!
i quickly change n wake my uncle up, asking if he could send me go school
but he going to work
so give me money take taxi==
go down
1 taxi after another
ALL HIRED
then suddenly one came out
COINCIDENTALLY, someone stopped the taxi n went in=.=
ZZ, it was 7.16 before another taxi came=.= comfirm late
lucky the uncle good, he did his best already: 13min (quite fast from home to school)
but its 7.30 n ms low is waiting there==

oh well, detention...have to copy those school rules, singapore flag..etc=.=
then got band, suddenly feel like no air
didnt eat breakfast, at recess, lunch
only dinner==

saturday
my father was suppose to bring me go buy guitar with zhichao
then suddenly call say he cant make it on time==
so have to go by bus
at least till one station he called saying he will bring me there
so no need walk lols
go penasuilar shopping centre(whatever its spelled)
bought takamine :D so cool

today
after guitar lesson go home
need scan card what, but the "scan card thing" not working==
so need go the next one

ok, thats not all
after i reach pending,
i go scan the card again, cannot again
need use next one

after that i take bus
at least this time can scan
but again,
when i alight
it didnt work, have to use the next one

how do you explain this==
pure unluckiness

haizz

2009-05-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

woke up this morning,
then watch dvd lols
then darsi ask me want go play drum or not
so i go
met up with darsi, mun, theresa
end up only one person can go in the studio
it was darn pathetic

so go library
slack...
then wait for jon low and honkie

go causeway point
dont know what to watch
waste ALOT of time
everyone cant agree on what to watch
say what star trek or some dumb horror movie=.=
then we split after awhile
group 1: me, jon low, theresa, hwai mun
group 2: darsi, honkie, sophia and some girl (forgot what name)

group 2 go watch that malay horror movie
so we go buy "17 again" tickets instead of star trek
still need waste time

i got to admit,
the movie's not bad
quite funny and meaningful
hahas
he become young yet kept forgetting he is not his original age

so go home
the lrt trip home was like awkward silence
we are like dont know each other, strangers lols
go out at 10 then come home at about 6+ ==
waste too much time for just waiting...
oh well, i have ZERO interest in watching horror movies
i will just end up yawning
so watching horror movies is a "NO"
i dont want waste money on some horror movie
that's all, lols

2009-05-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

so pro TT
10 year old kid...TT

2009-05-12T11:41:00.002+08:00

back to post again,
it has been a long time...LOLS
exams over! :D = 1 thing
slacking till the next exam

dont know what to do next already
got so many options to slack lols
just looking foward to a next "event" that is going to happen

2009-05-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

2009-04-20T20:28:00.003+08:00

my group guitar song as many knows
i think this song rocks :D

haiz, i ask the teacher why is it so hard to press on the frets compared to the other guitars
then he say is neck problem, either go service or buy new guitar
zhichao say service need $50
like this i rather go buy new one rather then service on a $60 guitar with $50

the teacher say what take it as a challenge, if i can play this guitar meaning i can play a lot better on other guitars
i can play but cant survive for long
just hope i can hold till the end of the song...
going to buy new guitar but cant buy before tomorrow==
ok, going to stop going online until the end of exams...

2009-04-18T11:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday nothing much
as usual, boring art lessons
i anyhow sketch then the teacher also say my art very good==

band got housekeeping
cant believe its so tiring
teach sec 1s how to polish instruments
lols, nth much
just pass them the polishing cloths then say: "wipe till u think its ok"
then have to help those who are not here to polish

sort out scores==
so many scores ZZ
sort only also can feel exhaustion
its was like oh god...so many scores, cant we just burn them all
but at least we did it in the end

MYE's coming and i hardly even started revision
sigh...i just dont wish my results to be the same as the last term...

2009-04-15T18:29:00.003+08:00

1.Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
B for best?

2.Who are you missing right now?
no one

3.Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
i dont even have a ex

4.How many bedrooms are in your house?
4

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
is "because i like them" counted?

6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
No

7. Who was your last text message from?
forgot

8. What time did you wake up this morning?
6.20

9. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
it depends on who's the person==

10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
i dont even remember even saying this phrase in my life

11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
er..

12. What is wrong with you now?
Im tired and bored

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i guess so?

14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex gf/bf mad?
No==

15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
i think so

16. Do you use T9, word or abc?
T9

17. Do you tell your mum everything?
er...not everything

18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
dont remember

19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No

20. Who can you trust?
-

21. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
erm...

22. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
horrendous

23. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
er...forgotten

24. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
dont know?

25. Would you ever donate blood?
maybe?

26. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
why not?

27. Do you want someone dead?
no

28. What does your last text message says?
refer to Q.7

29. What are you thinking right now?
thinking of what to do next?

30. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no

31. What time did you go to sleep last night?
12

32. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
er...dont know? addidas shop? lols

33. Is someone on your mind right now? Is the someone the same person you've been asking all these while?
no

34. Who was the last person to text you?
told u i forgot

9 people to do this quiz:
1. Andrew
2. Ao Shi
3. Darsicius
4. Kelly
5. Theresa
6. Hwai Mun
7. Zhi Chao
8. Shahreen
9. Oscar

35. Who is the Number 2. having a relationship with?
er...

36. Is 3 a male or female?
male

37. What is number 1. studying about?
lol... what normal pple study?

38. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1,3,4,7,8,9 2day
2,5,6 yesterday

39. is number 4 single?
should be?

40. say something about number 2.
tall

41. what do you think about number 3 and number 6 being together?
dont know, i think can? lols

42. describe number 9.
sometimes OKOK, but...most of the time...ANNOYING

43. What will you do if number 2 and 3 fights?
LOLS, watch the show

2009-04-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

i dont know why but i was kind of reluclant to blog
but since im typing now,
oh well...

nth much today,
only chem was fun
have try twice and i succeeded twice :D
both very light pink
but i broke the top of a flask ==

i was like turning and TOUCHED the flask, which was on the table
it was shaky and just toppled on to the table
and to my surprise, the top broke==
i was like stunned, dont know what to say
how can the flask broke just because of ONE slight touch
its just so impossible
felt very "bu gan yan" (suddenly forgot what is it in eng.==)
have to pay Mr. lim tomorrow
but that's not the prob,
the prob is i broke a flask!ZZZ

and i signed up for this classical guitar course at ossia
at first wanted acoustic or electric
but both no slot
then my asked me want go classical
then go, on sunday
but its cool, not bad
frentzen same class
and saw hwaimun with her blur face on the guitar and kelly keep waving at me lols

2009-04-08T18:36:00.003+08:00

wow, my blog is seriously dead==
noone tag these few days TT

oh well, today was sports day
HAIZ
didnt manage to win the 4 x 100 relay
sad....
it was like i wasnt breathing at all when i ran
only until the end of the race, i started panting==

it was FREAKING SCOTCHING TODAY
im like getting fried while in the hot sun
sunburnt AGAIN==

afternoon go darsi house play pool
pool rocks
ps2 WWE,.......piece of cake lols :D

bye, i go practice guitar :)

2009-04-03T21:18:00.003+08:00

today was SYF,
managed to get silver
kind of disappointed though
because of all the hard work and stuff...

NVM, once we fall we must stand and continue
its up to your mind whether you can do it or not
we tried our best
so we just have to continue to try harder

you are a winner when you think you are one
no point crying over a spilled milk
the most important thing is we are working hard together
united we stand divided we fall
oh well, we'ill just have to work hard for the next one

2009-04-02T21:20:00.002+08:00

today was like rather boring==
had a talk bout time management during CE
not bad lols

after school need polish instrument
the new and clean polish cloth became a newly picked up from a rubbish dump
it was like "what the" when i look at it after i polished
but the effort did not come to waste
my instrument's shiny:D
can see my face
unexpected cause i thought it would be hopeless cause the others were all using selmer paris== which is gold in colour

polish finish go buy frisbee==
played frisbee for a while then go home

anyway, shahreen got pelted by birdshit yesterday and he was rather traumatised by the close call lols

2009-03-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

whew~
came back from the singapore musuem earlier this evening
it was interesting, seriously
give us this companion audio device EACH
it has everything stored inside
so they just have to show us the no. we have to enter on the floor
so cool

there were a lot of cool stuffs in there
not bad
i guess there's nothing else to talk about
tomorrow's the parent's meeting session==
getting back crappy results
i guess history will always repeat itself

2009-03-21T11:17:00.002+08:00

went to band camp for thursday and friday
quick summary...

thursday
mega exchange at henderson
almost fell asleep ==
but the main thing is...we improved:D
went back to school to practice more
practice till 2am
but dont feel tired at all ==
then sleep

friday
PT
warm up then running
im the last man
dont even need to jog
walk can catch up lols
shahreen sick then cannot take it so i walk with him
after some motivation from me, he ran for the remaining distances :D

then practice
have this "no air" feeling
then play seven night of july
at 1st daryl plan say i and him play the solo together
but i dont know why can forget ==
so messed up

sir tell me play the solo =.=
my body suddenly tensed up then keep shivering ZZZ
suddenly so cold
play until got vibrato
try to hold still but cannot
stupid...
then keep shivering even after 30min

clean up then break camp
go eat with darsi and shahreen at mac
then went back home
fell asleep =.=

tag replies
theresa - lols
wenlu - er...thanks for tagging
mun - hahas, then gd luck
fathin - relinked
kelly - ==, anyway thanks
reen - it was not my fault when i vibratoed, i dont really know to to anyway

2009-03-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

sigh..
got so many hw to complete==
maths
english
history
chinese

maths done halfway then dont feel like doing
then do eng 3/4 dont feel like doing
then do history halfway
then do chinese 1 question then stop all hw==

later then complete history and eng==

darn it
my overrall results is going to be L O U S Y
yes, lousy
all Bs and 1 C

cant even relax abit for this "break"
wed got band
thursday, friday band camp
need to go party on sat
then sunday may go out
left tomorrow to complete this tremendous amount of homework
shacks, feel so lost==

2009-03-09T20:09:00.001+08:00

yesterday only whole eat eat lols
morning go restaurant eat
then go mccafe drink what double chocolate (not bad)
afternoon go home sleep ==
then night come out eat seafood restaurant then celebrate birthday :D
come back home then shi han come my home give me present:kunai keychain :D :D, so cool
thanks shihan (eventhough u might not see this at all lols)

today
recieved presents again lol :)
hwai mun give: fighting fish==, lion puppet, long-written bd card lols
theresa: the mr koh ball thingy, monkey keychain, bd card
honkie, mun, theresa: 2 naruto posters lols

thanks all :D
kind of shocked when i saw the fish==
i've just stop keeping fishes as pets last year
then now give me 1 fish
have to hold the plastic bag darn straight, scared topple over==
nvm, i'll take good care of it
the posters' side a bit wet, still drying ==

took back some papers too zzz
did badly
maths: 32/50
history: 13/25 (only 5 in class passed==, 14 was the highest)
chinese paper 1: 40/70
physics: 18 1/2 /25

SIGH...im afraid of my eng and chemistry now...

2009-03-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to the saxophone section (as requested from yinghui=.=)

thank you for the "cake?"
and sorry i cause our whole section to drop
cause i played frisbee then late with darsi and shahreen

you give me present then i caused you all to drop
sorry

2009-03-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

sigh...
another bad day
i fell in the field and dirtied my shirt
got some injuries on my left leg
then got sun-burned...

zz, why must days around my birthday be negative to me
today's the worst
dont know what why happen tomorrow and the day itself
...
im not even joyous for myself
it seems that the days to my birthday are just so unfair to me...

2009-03-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

CT's over!
should i be happy?
of course not! zZZ
stupid maths test spoiled my mood

its like too hard for it to be a 1h paper
should at least give 1h 30 min right ZZ
didnt manage to finish it==, my 9 marks....

history and chinese is ok
chem is ok
physics is ok except for some annoying MCQs
english is ok
lit i dont really bother lols

sigh...
having terrible headarch and
a right sore-eye...

sad.....

2009-03-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

1)What is your full name ?
Benedict See yan chee

2) Do you like your first name ?
dont know

3)How long have you liked the person you currently like ?
er...less than a year?

4)Have you kissed anyone in the last 48hour?
No.

5)Did you cry today?
No.

6)What are you doing at this morning at 8am ?
just starting that darn maths paper

7)What are you doing an hour ago ?
Eating.

8)What are you currently doing?
doing this quiz

9)Have you told anyone that you love him/her today?
No

10)Do you miss anyone now?
not really

11)Any plans for tomorrow ?
nothing...

12)What is the reason behind the last time you cry?
... Forgotten when i last cried...

13)Is there anyone you wish to be with?
...

14)Have you ever kissed any living thing start with C?
No...

15)Did someone make you smile today?
no.

16)Name a friend whose name start with Z.
Zhi Chao

17)Which of your friend stay closest to you?
Shi han, opposite

18)Do you prefer a call or to text ?
Text

19)Was today better than yesterday ?
NO

20)Can you live a day without your Tv or your handphone?
no tv can, no hp also can, no-one calling me what...sad...

21)Are you Mad at anything now ?
No

22) what does your last text massage in your inbox says ?
my mum asking what time am i coming home

23)Is Your room messy now?
No... never

Tag 10 People to do this quiz if they have a blog.

2009-03-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

2009-03-01T13:16:00.000+08:00

saw a rainbow three days ago
lols, maybe its too late talking bout it now
but its darn nice
and i didnt get to take a picture of it ==

ok, CT's coming
i cant let history repeat itself for every examination!
need to change this history...

lols talking bout history,
monday's history
i dont know if i have confidence for this test
maybe because of the lessons

too many tags, cant reply lols
oh well,
thanks everyone for your "opinions" ?

good luck for CT everyone!
dont study hard, study smart (from a book lols)

2009-02-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

friends...
what are really true friends?
I've been drained into deep thoughts about this

do true friends...
insult you?
leave you helpless there?
bullying you?

i guess things have changed nowadays

its pretty hard to find friends who
really care
only tease, not insult
help you when are in need

people used to say:
true friends are not friends
who just be with you when you are getting attention
and
leave you when you are helpless

people nowadays,
trying to find faults in your success to bring you down
and
made things worse for you even when you are helpless

what have this society becoming like?
must the world be in mind-set whereby war is always happening?
cant we just help out one another and make this place a peaceful and happy place?

maybe there's no such thing as a true friend anymore
sigh...

like my mother always tell me:
don't trust anyone in this world
even your closest friend...
they will just betray you and leave you there helplessly
there's no such thing as a true friend...

2009-02-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo
nice day today
oscar tore my school shirt apart
NICE DAY

lols
1 button come out
then 1 part torn==

the point is....today is A STUPID BAD DAY
i hate today!!ZZZZZZ
ZZZ ZZ stupid day
23rd february 2009, monday
is a darn bad day==

ok....lol...

2009-02-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

just came back from sec 2 leadership camp 2 days ago lols
here are the "full" descriptions

wednesday
wait for shahreen and zhichao to come before going to school
blahblahblah
met instructor iff and malina at the campsite
then i no long pants==
borrow from ameen fbt pants lols

do the rope walking thing
the instructor said i was very good, the fastest :D

next is the abseiling
not fun at all==
just slide down a wall
i tried to do some action by leaping==
but i hit the wall with my knee=.=
so i hold the rope like so darn tight till the friction burnt my hands==

next go rock climbing and it rocks!!
only use arm strength
i rush go up
i want to climb down myself but instructor told me to just fall, so ya
he said good lols
thank you thank you :D:D:D so fun, first time

bathing time was stupid, so many people then 1 toilet only
others take such a long time== girl is it?=
then the cubicle dont even have a lock
i go in try to use leg hold it
1 min then come out already

sleeping time!
didnt even planned to sleep
keep talking bout lit teacher, imagining her in different situations
then more n more people slept
only me oscar n andrew so continue talking till 2 sth

thursday 2nd day
KAYAKING IT ROCKS
first have to go test the pfd
forgot to take out wallet=.=

after that then i ran to put my wallet and took my water bottle
wanted to be the leader == but the instructor just randomly choose
so jon low and me got to become right marker
while oscar and ameen became leader
being the marker was so darn hard
have to wait then keep moving to the right to ensure all of them are close together

the funny part is, the leaders ameen and oscar capsized LOLS
i laugh till stomach pain
then they capsized again=.=

then rowing back that time just become follower, jon and me wanted to become leader==
raced with hwaimun and theresa
LOLS ownage
jon low and me keep synchronising by shouting : LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT
row like so darn fast
dont even care the boat going to capsize or not
just continue paddling
speed boat till end, we were 1st besides the leader lols

ok, then while we were going back from the last check point,
jon low said: " scarly we last second capsized, i laugh"
i said i will laugh the loudest
then we going to reach the ground that time,
an instructor was reaching out her arms already
we were ready to get out
then we capsized =.= =.= =.=
LAST SECOND
LAUGH TILL REALLY STOMACH PAIN
me and jon keep laughing

then do the general stations next, nitro crossing and the dont know what log thing
went to the third one then eventually stopped everything already
cause most ppl climbed up that rock cake thing
i was at fault too? i placed one foot on it ==

then we go apologise==
i even have to lead them to apologise lols
then all was alright already

practised the cheers for camp fire
still have to lead
but it was FUN
i shouted my heart out

then the real thing was so fun !!
extremely tired then went to sleep 10min after i laid down amazing lols

FRIDAY LAST

breakfast then area cleaning

then instructor iff was teaching was the "percussive moments" and cheers
the percussive moment was so COOL
managed to learn the dumdum deeteedeetee

then got farewell 3 phototaking

then preparing to go in bus
i initially wanted the class to thank instructor iff and malina as a whole
but the dont know who keep wanting us to rush to the bus ZZZ
so missed the last and final chance so said bye to them personally only

went back school
go lot 1 eat with zhichao
finally some nice food
i ate ramen

went back after a while then ate kimchi lols
then slept at 4.30pm=.=, so early
and woke up at 8 am
my mother keep saying i look so dark
scold me cause i keep going under the sun
anyway i got this stupid sensitive skin thing
so i get tanned so easily
lols, i feel like peeling off my skin when i look at my tanned arm lols

and i have this super weird and long dream during that long sleep
i dont think i shld describe it right now :D

this camp is super fun!

2009-02-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

haizzz
ok, managed to use my mum's com again
charger's still spoiled and i cant seem to find it in stores

erm....
what recently happened...valentines day....
its over! yay? lols
its just basically a useless day for me, (I'm not trying to say anyth here)
only receive sweet and chocolates, which i dont usually eat==

last Saturday band supposed to have promotional test 1st,
in the end tutor came in so
postphone till that day dont even have

yesterday guitar string snapped when i try to tune it
then the extra string snapped when i try to put it in==
today go bangkit yamaha buy string then they say they dont sell=.=
how can it be==, music store dont sell strings?
then must go fajar ossia buy ZZZ
now i really wish i could go back to my old home which is in fajar==
my home now is SOOO CONVENIENT

SIGH...life is just so inconvenient and hard
something is still trying to test my patience....

2009-02-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

havent been online for quite some time
my laptop's charger's spoiled==
then no batt

now using my mother's
post or no post still the same here
still no tag
sad...

ms fazlin's not in our school anymore...
no...so going to flunk history without her teaching us

keep having maths mini tests
its quite okay, but the thing is...
my most hated enemy of mine...
CARELESSNESS
could have gotten full marks for all 3==
this time common test no full marks already
1 small part i do wrong
then sure got careless mistakes
the comments mr koh wrote is as if my maths very lousy like that=.=
cant he see all my mistakes is because of carelessness???!!!
i dont care, this time im going to prove im not one of those who dont understand

anyway, i totally blew my cool today
after DnT,
went back to classroom
theodora's water bottle was on my table(wonder why==)
then i need do sth what
so ask zhenghong help pass back to owner
then he dropped it on the floor

then i heard ameen saying what class chairman blahblah
then oscar extra add on "insult" me

then zhenghong keep pulling my chair towards the water bottle
i tried to confront him
but i let go and stared him
then suddenly something in me just burst out
this is where my anger is at my limits==
then that time need greet teacher
so i shout out angrily=.=
its been a long time since i got this angry
have to drink my fully-filled water bottle to the bottom

whew...have to be calm...
its just this week hasnt been a good week for me
its as if something is trying to test my limits
fine, i lost to you(whoever you are) i reached my temper limit...
you made every single thing this week unhappy to me
life is just like this to me...
the world is trying to make me see it as a bad thing

sigh, im just not trying hard enough....................
or maybe, the world is trying to prevent me from success...

2009-02-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

nothing much today actually,
only in the morning lrt's kind of akward (its packed, u know what i mean)

post 1 jay chou mv

周杰伦-最长的电影

2009-01-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

oh well,
i was supposed to go to Malaysia to set firecrackers today ==zzz
my father cant go cause busy working
then my mother, brother and me supposed to go
but end up clash with the band exchange
then go band instead (my mother's not happy bout it==)
now i think they preparing or something?
now i alone in the room, feels so weird

okay, saxophone tutor came
kinda okay, he's pro==
he talks softly but he plays loud lols

then after lunch go yuying sec
quite a nice school even though i nv ever heard of it before lols
time to exchange that time, drum majors have to randomly pick out our "time to play"
then end up we play last lols

so many pro bands

have to play again after the break
this time band majors have to go pick
this time first==
got shocked LoLs
oh well, did kinda well
but 1-2 mistakes that i shouldn't be making, oops

so much homework
so much that it makes us burp
i just wish i could cast you away
to the ends of all bays
to the dens of all bases

sigh...and LOLS

2009-01-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

yosh, here to post as requested by MUNNEH(who is ONLY the usual tagger in this blog)
u see? i lonely what lols
im sick again, how wonderful==
in school got running nose
then zhichao ask me: " you crying is it?" =.=
got handbook
got homework
got pin-pointed, whatever

after school go food court eat alone
sad right? so lonely
came back home for tuition end up tuition
become slacking session
then running nose become cough
then become both

"the cough" has came back to haunt me once again==
havent do DnT model yet
i go do now

it just so happen that the word you described me as is the one of many negative words to describe you, one cant be too arrogant...you know who you are, there's not a need to come asking me

2009-01-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

i guess today was kind of weird, I GUESS=.=
pe was okok,
play captain ball is like so not that fun, totally outnumbered by opponent==
at least i scored 1 then dont know what happened already
go play basketball,
im not a basketball player so my shooting is abit *ERHEM*

then bla bla bla
after english is just stupid
there was a "pad?" on the floor in our classroom=.=
n oscar still so calm go pick it up and threw it into the dustbin
i was like "WHAT THE...?" when i saw it==
nvm, dont want "explain fully"
go see hwaimun's blog for FULL INFO LOLS

then blah blah till band
hwaimun, theresa try trumpet lols
i outside practicing then kelly and hwaimun "disturb" me

then play lots of wrong notes, I JUST DONT GET IT

blah blah blah

bye~
sigh...

2009-01-26T04:15:00.000+08:00

hello,
here to post (like of course)

friday
after school go darsi's house play pool
super fun lols
it rocks
but still didnt manage to win him =.=, he too pro
played ps2 too,
not that fun though,
dynasty warriors jon low keep dieing then keep game over
burnout the cars havent unlock then so slow, manage to get 2nd only in race

after that straight away go lot 1 watch movie==
i told my mother wear school uniform very akward only then she go buy shirt for me go change
then saw these sneaker school shoes, also bought
then eat in thai restaurant
feel weird, so random

then go cinema watch inkheart
okok only,
not say that nice
only the power nice LoLs,
read the sentence in the book only then come to our world ==

saturday
nth much
reunion dinner, food's nice

today
another reunion coming up at night
this time home made by my grandmother, sure nice :D

oh well, time to do my halfway done maths==...

2009-01-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

back again...
injured my wrist==
play soccer fall down then injured
everytime i move my wrist it hurts==, sometimes didnt even move will have a sharp pain already==
dont know if its sprained, twisted, disconnected LoLs

just great,
cny's coming up and here i am with an injured wrist...=.=
later see doctor then know what is wrong with it

there's even hw eventhough cny's coming up==
feel so pathetic,
everytime i write or draw sth also pain
then still got so much hw ZZ

tomorrow go darsi house play pool lols (not swimming pool that pool)
i dont feel the excitement for cny this year=.=
oh well,

happy early chinese new year everyone

2009-01-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

whew...
no voice already,
band today 8-10 do drills
NCC, st. johns and gb was there
these 3 do normal drills, look more standardised
then we do american style, small steps then must lock our arms==
i shout to my fullest hahas

met my new maid 1 min ago, FINALLY CAME LoLs
YAY, NO MORE HOUSEWORKING FOR 24 HOURS A DAY
TIME TO REST LOLS

2009-01-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

normal day...normal breeze
except when my money was extorted? lols
n oscar didnt came to school today
class became quieter...LOLS
art was STILL terribly boring, (sry, im not an artistic person, u c my drawings u will know)

did marching in band,
play the instruments while marching in the field
i can hardly hear myself playing==

walk to interchange feeling like an idiot
andrew and darsi fighting
xinda and shahreen fighting
then i am just being an "art file holder" ==

andrew cant run fast
darsi scold andrew noob then run
xinda PRO in his kicks, really know how to fight
shahreen so far only do one silat cool counter, while xinda kicked him tons of times

sigh...just feeling bored
always sit down think of nth ZZ...

2009-01-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

sigh...
today was kind of a gd day,
except my "sleeping time"

i was tired so i started sleeping at about 10.30 - 11
it was supposed to be a wonderful sleep lols
but...
i started feeling something shaking
i open my eyes and realised it was me who was shaking==
i was like: "what the..."
i thought it could because it was cold so i cover myself tightly with my blanket,
but it got worst,
teeth started to chatter, whole body shivers tremendously
if i try to endure, the shivering came back only to become stronger

it was 2AM, i went to take a glass of warm water
i was like shivering when holding the glass,
water kept spilling out==
so i went into the toilet to drink, (half of the glass flowed out=.=)
i got freaked out so i went to get a jacket
when i was opening my cupboard,
got some strange feeling in my stomach
so went in toilet again,
then vomit, vomit AND shiver somemore

i cant even walk properly,
pressing the switch becomes hard==
went to get a jacket, and another blanket
so i was wearing a jacket, with 2 blankets and the fan switched off and windows closed, but still shivering
so forced myself to sleep

woke up at 4am =.=
this time not cold,
is SUPER HOT
sweating like mad
at least no shivering already
so can take away the blankets then on the fan MAX :D

sleep then woke up at 5==, then sleep again woke up at 5.30, THEN SLEEP again then woke up at 6, THEN SLEEP AGAIN WOKE UP AT 6.15
then got headarch ZZZ

this whole night is like so FREAKY
supposed to be a good sleep become like this ZZZZ
so early sleep end up like this=.=

so this is a non-fictionous story bout a terrible yesterday night lols==

2009-01-11T17:32:00.000+08:00

HELLOS :D
managed to finish the homework except DnT
anyway, got my guitar!
even though its as lousy as i expected it to be, i don't mind==

went to watch "red cliff 2" yesterday
it was extremely random==
i just woke up from my unexpected nap
then just as i finished finding the DnT pics,
my mother said: "go find the showtime for red cliff 2"
it was 7.50, so she said: " lets go now, since it will be starting at 8"
==, extremely random
but end up watching 9.15 1

THE MOVIE ROCKS!!
war strategy movie, what i like best
ps, romance and horror movies are *YAWN...* for me:D
their strategy rocks!
especially the kong ming's
*wonder how there's such a clever person...who can think that way*
ok, whatever
the movie is fantastic to me

your destiny is the easiest yet hardest thing to defy, it all depends on your will...

i found out i have changed alot since this past few months,
i noticed i began to feel even more left out,
i just don't get it...just why do i feel this way...?

2009-01-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

today was kind of normal,
except there was guitar lesson
the instructor was funny, (and very pro too)

then lessons, lessons

after school went ossia to buy pick?
accompany him go buy end up i also go buy
they even need to offer us a receipt for $1.60, lols

erm...dont think have anything special already, just hope i can learn guitar quickly :D (and own a guitar =.=)

2009-01-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

sigh...
today wasn't a very good day at all,
being the class chairperson is a lot harder than it looks
most wont cooperate at all

i just cant overpower them
when i try to keep their volume down,
i got terribly insulted
well...
FINE,
u want it that way??!!

... ...

LETS just treat this as a terrible motivation to begin with

im not being a cryptic here...
but i guess life is just meant to be that way...for me

i will not get defeated by you...

2009-01-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

today's the first day of school!
yay==
overexcited bout today
cant even sleep the whole night
10 pm: on bed
10 - 2.30: stare at ceiling=.=

i noticed that im like so different today=.=
today was weird
met our class mentor ms betina ng
and i was chosen to be class chairman AGAIN ==,
knew it ZZZ, why everytime the teacher was going to choose chairman i always be one of the choices==
am i that good?
i dont really think so...

oh well,
was late for band today=.=
run like mad
because jon's psp VANISHED
its simply so impossible
1 min it was in the grasp of my hand,
the next,
it MERELY vanished==
SIGH!!!!!

just great...
1st day of school like this...
and i noticed alot of ppl changed:
oscar got a haircut that he dont even need==, no point everyone can cut their hair like that, only cut a bit==
guanghui broke his voice, wow, yet still the same appearance
alvin boosted his height?
hwaimun got some weird fringe? lols
hongkai got taller than me=.=

sigh...WHAT a WONDERFUL start...

2008-12-30T21:51:00.001+08:00

today was kind of normal
woke up, then sat on the bed
stare at the blank space dont know thinking bout for 30min=.=

eventually went to band
the holiday had been boring,,
yet it kind of passes quite quickly
2-3 more days
done only the english comphre, summary and compo
,only found the articles for chinese and done 2/3 of maths

about done but still worried==
oh well, better than nth to worry about
life's like that

sigh....

2008-12-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

yawn..
yawn...

what's happening to me,
i've been feeling rather tired and lazy lately==
i kept waking up after 1 pm these few days,
and everytime i tried to do my homework,
i grasp my pen then put it down and put my homework away=.=

ZZ, if this continues
i cant do finish my HOMEWORK!==
need "motivation"
have to at least have some group study thing==
so many hw havent do finish..

need help...sigh...
just terribly bored and still sick,
random post...SIGH..

2008-12-27T14:29:00.000+08:00

A: Hot
B: Amazing kisser
C: good kisser
D: can kick your butt
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: loves people wild and crazy
G: Very outgoing
H: cute
I: crazy
J: is really sweet
K: is a good person to be with love to laugh and smile
L: very good kisser
M: Makes dating fun
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: a hypocrite
R: is a good person to be with
S: makes people laugh
T: smile to die for
U: is very sexual
V: not judgemental
W: people never tell you what to do
X: very broad minded
Y: loved by everyone
Z: can be funny and dumb at times!

B: Amazing kisser
E: has gorgeous eyes
N: easy to fall in love with
E: has gorgeous eyes
D: can kick your butt
I: crazy
C: good kisser
T: smile to die for

S: makes people laugh
E: has gorgeous eyes
E: has gorgeous eyes

Y: loved by everyone
A: Hot
N: easy to fall in love with

C: good kisser
H: cute
E: has gorgeous eyes
E: has gorgeous eyes

=.=, i know its stupid
what is it trying to say?
i have EXTREMELY gorgeous eyes?==
and i know my name is very long

2008-12-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

just great...
JUST GREAT...
how can this be happening...
sick during christmas eve and christmas==

CHRISTMAS EVE
i started to have a little sore in my troat already=.=
it was band in the morning,
until 1pm then presents exchange
im PURE UNLUCKY THIS YEAR!!
when i put my hand in the plastic bag,
peisi was counting to 5
as i put down my hand,
i quickly took out the present i touched first,
but the UNLUCKY thing is,
it was my present which i touched 1st==
but at least got another present left
so i was given a handphone keychain or sth with the torn price tag in it: $4.95 =.=

went to bbq at night with my father's friends
dont even know a single person there except my mother, father and my brother
got bored after eating

so went to visit my grandparents, which have just eating at dont know what abalone restaurant
then my grandmother keep saying $100+ also not nice =.=

so we went to east coast there go find sth to drink of eat
went to this hongkong restaurant
i have got to admit: its SUPER EX
i eat 1 small plate of noodles then $6+: but its not bad, so nvm=.=

CHRISTMAS
became terribly tired...
got this extremely bad cough,
early in the morning go restaurant eat=.=
dont know what FU LIN chinese restaurant
delicious :D
then my grandmother say: this restaurant then worth it, $120 -.=

then afternoon go shopping with them,
whole body goes weak ...
go suntec city then go kallang leisure centre
my bro got to buy another new pair of shoes=.=
my father bought another new pair of shoes eventhough he was wearing a new pair=.=

then go orchard road there wait for aunts and uncles,
go another restaurant eat again=.=
but this time its special,
go 1 big private room
got 2 tables: 1 for adults, 1 for children
television,
and a few waiters regularly coming in to serve
cool right? lol
food was nice but i was a bit too sick to enjoy them
then i overheard my mother talking to my father: saying that this dinner was $600+
i was like: "what?!"

*skip the part where i got scolded cause i was not sick for the 2 weeks break, but when i went for cca, i got sick:D*

then here i am, using this computer, terribly sick and have to skip band to see the doctor later on...

2008-12-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

You Live Your Life Silently

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.

Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

unfortunately,... its quite true...

2008-12-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

got this quiz from theresa

1)Do you believe in destiny?
- no, i will oppose it if its not in my favour :D

2)What is the thing that you want most now?
-not very sure myself, maybe not being so unlucky

3)What are the goals you want to achieve in?
-for the present, i have to study hard and upgrade myself

4)What are you afraid to lose?
-specifically everything

5)If you have one more wish to wish for, what will it be?
-To have more wishes?

6)Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
-Perhaps not...

7)If you met someone you love a lot, will you confess to her?
-i dont know? *sarcastic tone*

8)What will do with 200 bucks?
-save it==, 200 bucks is not THAT much

9)What are your favourite colours?
-green, red, blue?

10)What type of people you hate most?
- people who thinks they are so great

11)Which country do you want to go now?
-er...perhaps japan or korea?

12) Who makes you laugh?
-quite a few

13)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-me

14)Who's your Best friends?
- a few people

15)What do you want your friendship to be like?
- Everlasting and understanding

16)Your horoscope is?
- The two fishes lols, pieces

17)Are you truly happy?
- erm...i guess not

18)If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
- not sure

19)Who would you spend your day with if this your last day?
-My loved ones.

20)If you got the chance to tell those that you love when will it be? And Why?
- such things cannot be foretold in this present

Instruction:
Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 question, then tag 7 people in your list.
list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged.
Whoever does this tag will get a BLESSING from all :)

The 7 people that I chose:
If you're interested, just do it

2008-12-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

whew,
went to band for the past two days
and...
i was late for band for the past two days=.=

why?
it's not because i woke up late or sth
it's because of the LRT!!

why everytime i arrived at the station,
right at the angle of my eyes,
the train went past=.=

ZZZ, then i need to wait for the next train
and what's more,
the waiting time for this particular train is LONGER THAN USUAL

then i have to rush alot from cck interchange to school=.=
i was late for 3 mins...
whatever the case is,,,
it HAPPENED ON THE TWO DAYS
OMG,
asking god: "what have i done wrong, why must you do this..."

lucky tomorrow my dad can bring me go
otherwise,
im afraid the same thing will happen again=.=

2008-12-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

hello all :D
today was kind of weird and funny LOL

oscar and i went to escape theme park today
ok, everything was okok
quite OK except the haunted house 1
it was ABSOLUTELY STUPID
the whole thing was so dark n i cant see a thing
so no point have stupid things popping out at us==
we even got lost=.= so there's a worker there to direct us out==

then got 2 of oscar's girl (space) friends came :D (theodora should know one of them:D)
have to take the same rides again==

when we went to take the wet and wild ride, (the log then water splash LOl)
there were 2 "splashs" (one shorter, one higher"
then when we came down at the 1st 1,
oscar's HANDPHONE fell off=.=
n went into the "pool"
he told me then he jumped off and go take his phone=.=
so i have to take the second and higher 1 alone==

ok, then the girls want to take the kiddy roller-coaster=.=
FINE, then lets go
its so lame
whats lamer is we took it TWICE
n what's their reason?
:"we dont get to be kids for our whole life u know" =.=.

OK, then we go take DAYTONA go-kart
all was fine on the 1st lap
then on the 2nd lap,
just as oscar suddenly braked to the right,
i was trying to overtake him through the right=.=
then he got stuck=.=
me too
but he was stuck sideways,
so i could go ahead while he have to drive back and restart (there was no reverse)

then go sit kiddy coaster again==

then we go burger king to get some drinks
we kept quiet while the girls gossip between themselves==
it was drizzling,
oscar's phone was spoiled,
and we were off to go home by taxi :D

2008-12-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

yawn...
its not exciting these few days==
i have to DO HOUSEWORK everyday=.=
cause its 1 - 2 weeks new maid then come (cause the "former new" 1 is not very good, u want to know why, ask me:D)

morning wake up...
have to prepare food for my bro,zzz
then for myself too
have to bring my bro go brush teeth(you dont know how hard it is for this part)
eat finish need to wash the dishes

wash already then need wipe the table
sometimes also need mop n sweep the floor
then need to hang to dry the clothes==
*lucky no need wash my own clothes, haha*
ever since the maid went back, this is my everyday life==

ZZZ, nvm its QUITE fun *being optimistic*
then dont know what happen to my dad,
he every night 10pm keep my laptop and PSPs=.=
zzz

tremendous change in my life, LoLs