havent been online for quite some time
my laptop's charger's spoiled==
then no batt

now using my mother's
post or no post still the same here
still no tag
sad...

ms fazlin's not in our school anymore...
no...so going to flunk history without her teaching us

keep having maths mini tests
its quite okay, but the thing is...
my most hated enemy of mine...
CARELESSNESS
could have gotten full marks for all 3==
this time common test no full marks already
1 small part i do wrong
then sure got careless mistakes
the comments mr koh wrote is as if my maths very lousy like that=.=
cant he see all my mistakes is because of carelessness???!!!
i dont care, this time im going to prove im not one of those who dont understand

anyway, i totally blew my cool today
after DnT,
went back to classroom
theodora's water bottle was on my table(wonder why==)
then i need do sth what
so ask zhenghong help pass back to owner
then he dropped it on the floor

then i heard ameen saying what class chairman blahblah
then oscar extra add on "insult" me

then zhenghong keep pulling my chair towards the water bottle
i tried to confront him
but i let go and stared him
then suddenly something in me just burst out
this is where my anger is at my limits==
then that time need greet teacher
so i shout out angrily=.=
its been a long time since i got this angry
have to drink my fully-filled water bottle to the bottom

whew...have to be calm...
its just this week hasnt been a good week for me
its as if something is trying to test my limits
fine, i lost to you(whoever you are) i reached my temper limit...
you made every single thing this week unhappy to me
life is just like this to me...
the world is trying to make me see it as a bad thing

sigh, im just not trying hard enough....................
or maybe, the world is trying to prevent me from success...