sigh... havent update for some time...
cause its so dead,,
no1 comes,
even if there is,,
there's no tags, thats why i treat it as no-one...

days are getting slower...
getting more stillness,
more anger arise...
fine,,

im just a dummy which everyone makes fun of...
a useless 1 who cant do things well...
everything's my fault no matter what...
i cant tell the truth,
every truth in me just cant convince,
everything about me is just pure unlucky and lousy...

im not independent...
i have to find someone to cover me so that i can do things better,
once i do things alone,
my hands starts to shiver unknowingly,
finger's get mixed up...
its just a hopeless situation...

i can only motivate myself for a while,
this motivation cant last throughout,


im just someone who cant hold the lead,
someone whose light be dimed in the darkness throughout...