sigh....today's a bad day...cant help but to post....1st up, didnt bring thermometer.....why? : just as i was about to open my drawer, to take my thermometer, my phne rang, picked it up n talked for about 30min n.....FORGOT everyth bout the thermometer......2nd, dnt class.....i only talk abit then stopped, but i was wandering why the teacher keep asking me to keep quiet when i am NOT talking???? just because i took my paper n cover my mouth????! u thought i am as talkative as u??? say u once have been a student== i didnt even talk n got punished for nth.....god....what haf i done to deserve this....i have to get out of the class....its so embarassing.....especially when i didnt do anyth!! then recess....i explained to oscar what happened n??.....he keep talking about i did wrongs, had lots of sins...blah blah blah, n sth else,,,,,cant say here......too open zzz....then got to borrow a racket n played badminton.....but what's weird is....everytime the suttle-cock came towards me, my vision is blurred....i cant see it.....n so, i missed it n i missed it alot of times.....i think its because of my sore-eye....n i feel sth swollen in my eye.....then boring lessons....wish to do or talk about sth but.....no1 to talk, nth to do.....did god already planned to punish me this way? this unreasonable way? this destiny is not worth to be followed....when i didnt do anyth, i was punished.....why??....is it the reason that oscar said? nvm, scratch that oscar part, he was talking crap, saying what i flirt=.=....oh crap, came out of my mouth....nvm, he's the one flirting, not me.....sigh....haf band after school, then went home to do.......nothing.....trying to reflect on what bad had i done.....but to no avail....but why god have to do this? i know there's a reason to it,,, everyth haf to haf a reason to it....but this is too unreasonable to haf a reason to it.....day by day, passes like this, these few days are getting interesting....but in a bad way, so many bad stuff haf happened.....but at least some1 can talk to me at night.......maybe i haf to trade? lol? im getting superstitious.....trade some1 to talk to me with these unreasonable stuff???.....whatever it means....i need an answer....but not some rubbish that is not worth my time....