getting busier n busier......but in the end, still stares at the 4 corners of the room.....waiting for a light to pass through n lead me....im that kind of person who cant start things well,,i need to have a start before i can proceed furthur.....n im not some emo person.....i just like to sit down, have a moment of silence, think about life, principals of life, why should we live on.....why are we created....these things are temporary in my mind,, but when some1 asks me, i feel bothered then remembered them n explained them as if i read from some book, eventhough i dont....always try to reach out to others, friends of course.....if that person have no money....i will borrow or even give my money away....if the person is troubled, i will console....like any other gd friend...give advice but yet i cant solve my probs.....feel unusual when saying ty....cause im not the 1 who always say that.....usually win my games, n dont like it when i lose, but when i lose,,, u cant imagine how i play already....ok, sth in me just wants to be known.....