weird of me creating a blog......everything's about me is weird now. i want to be with friends yet try to be alone, maybe because i like to be alone or because there's a reason. i thought it was useless to create a blog but y did i create it now.....it's exactly 3.12 am now, 8th may 2008. everything have changed, i start to feel confident, at the same time start to feel "lonely". i don't seemed to be cared for, i can't say at home, it's in the place where u learn, i seemed to be invisible or i'm the one trying to be invisible? i guess i'm the one who wants to be invisible in class......

i think i'm weird...i'm sometimes full of nonsensical stuff, yet sometimes nothing is in me...i count the numbder of clouds everyday(eventhough its endless) and i typed my e-mail wrongly but continued to type wrongly all the way..

There seemed to be many sides of me. I'm not even sure which is my true self. but i know my normal self is being quiet or so called "emo" or "cool", these words are not spoken by me, they were by others who say i act cool, eventhough i'm not acting. Please dont't judge me from this post. No-one knows me well, not even yours truly. there may be some who thinks they know me very well, they may be wrong. They only understands 1 side of me. so can anyone understand me? i guess the answer will remain as..........no